i don't know how to react and what to say on whats happening my life..

first..

a friend whom i love so much as a brother and been with me as barkada, classmate and adviser told me he had feelings for me.. i thought it was a joke from his cousin.. but my friend confirm it to me that it is true... shucks... i hope can look at him straight to his face when i see him.. gosh.. i wish that he never told me his feelings.. and i hope that nothing will change between us... *praying*.. this is the reason why i cant sleep last night..

second

a guy texted me "d pa ako mamamatay, mamahalin pa kita eh.."

third

another guy texted me again "i'll do everything for you"..


i dont know how to react on their texts... i cant give them a good and serious reply... i'm not ready for this... what will i do to them.. huhuhu.. kinda hard.... argh... feeling guilty.. i hope my friendship with the first person will not change.. God help me..

i hope mom will allow to stay overnyt tomorrow at my friend's house.. inuman na naman.. weeee...

Labels: ????, sad sad sad, this must be love

i remember you 10:44 PM
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i'm happy, coz me and tetet have communication again with our friend jaja.. its almost half year since we talk in text... she gave birth last april 5 with a baby gurl.. her name is jwyneth chuva.. can't remember... too bad.. the father of her child didn't gave support...

i hope mom will allow me to stay overnyt in lheen bf's house.. with my new kabarkadas.... wishing hoping ang praying... inuman na namn.. yeah.. been addicted to it...

me and windsor bet about jolibee history.. so we have a jolibee date.. i hope i will win the bet.. or else.. im dead...

too many.. textmates... revelation.. and confessions... "naloloka ako"...

Labels: ????, weee.. happy... shalala..

i remember you 11:34 PM
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currently cannot log-in in yahoo messenger.. sad sad..

iwww... we brought my sister in the hospital for chek up.. coz her "pigsa daw" is getting worst... the doctor just gave her antibiotic and advise not to walk...

krung krung situation...

my mom asked me to deliver her products to her clients..

then i rode a jeep

Me: bayad po, isang georgetown(the jeep is full of passengers and im sitting on the last seat)
then all of the passengers look at me.. and i'm over puzzled...

after 2 minutes i realized that i rode jeep from georgetown..

Me: ay sori po sa jolibee molino po pala...

kahiya naman...

Situation 2...

i left the products that is should deliver... so i go back home again.. i forgot because im busy texting with windsor, iane and lheen... too bad...

krung krung day.. asar..

tagalog muna..

walang ginawa si tetet kundi ilakad c windsor sakin... sa buong araw na magkatext at gabi na magkasama... sor, sor, sor... sabi ko come what may na lang.. ang gusto nia maging kami ni sor.. agad.. in juts one click lang... eh yoko ng ganun... d naman ako pa easy easy lang.. i admit na like ko sa windsor pero d sobra.. natutuwa lang ako sa kanya..

dahan dahan muna.. i can feel naman sa tagal na pagsasama namin knina eh mukhang like nia ako.. ok naman sia eh.. actually tetet want me to grab windsor kc un un gusto nia na bf kesa sa current bf nia..

well for me.. my point is.. kagagaling ko lang sa break-up.. yaw ko maging unfair sa knya.. at ayaw ko un mga biglaan at pilitan na relationship.. un lang.. hahaha... pero kung ano nalang mangyayari sa panliligaw ni sor... un na.. ahehehe

biglaan lang talaga un meeting namin knina.. kc nagdeliver lang ako.. alam ko na may inuman cla.. eh since wala ako sa mood na sumama.. aion d ako sumama.. nun malaman nila na nasa lp ako or las pinas.. aion na.. todo drama na sila.. kaya ang the end.. inuman na... ayaw ko pumanta kc ang pangit ng outfit ko.. nakakahiya.. ahehehe.. badtrip lng kc may isang bastos na guy dun...

Labels: weee.. happy... shalala..

i remember you 11:51 PM
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its 12:14 AM....

just finish cleaning the kitchen... why.. its a long story.. it's my mom's fault

my second sister is sick... so me and my little sister will sleep in our kwarto.. so i can sleep whatever time i want to...

just a while ago i'm sad but now im happy.. why..??

before washing the plates i turn on the radio...

while washing the spoon and pork, a song popped in my mind.. then i wish that the radio station will play the song.. this afternoon, i already watched the MTV of that song.. then luckily or coincidentaly... the radio station play the song... the song is hiling by jayr siaboc... the song is not for me.. but i just like the song because it is connected on yeng constatino song.. that's all.. why am i sound defensive.. hehehe... there's no reason to be like that.. harhar..

i'm going to watch a 2 episode of koreanovela before going to sleep.. harhar...

Labels: weee.. happy... shalala..

i remember you 12:08 AM
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when my monthly period is coming, i suffered for almost 1 week...

this afternoon, i felt like dying because of the symtoms of having monthly period....

also, i'm sad sad sad... don'tknow why.. maybe because of break-up news... whenever i heard or knew break-up news i feel so depressed.. i don't know why.. maybe i can feel the pain and sadness...

Labels: hate it..., sad sad sad

i remember you 9:47 PM
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my father will come back home ... probabaly second week of july.... im so excited.. i really miss him so much..

just finished watching witch yoo hee... very great drama.. i don't really like the ending.. too simple... watch it on crunchyroll..

Labels: weee.. happy... shalala..

i remember you 10:31 PM
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last tuesday, chii pmed me at ym and ask me if i can go o wbar with superfriends... at first, i want to say that i don't want to go coz i dont have money.. but luckily mymomgave me money... i love supperfriends soo much.. pics courtesy of chii and laurz

i remember you 12:04 AM
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last fri.. i go to tetet's lolo burial.. as one of her closiest friend, i help and support her.. my heart aches when i saw her crying because her older sister shared a story about their lolo.. when i was there, i'm one of their waitress and helper.. yay.. can't imagine..

windsor was in the burial.. can't look at him because of the incident in our last meeting.. i don't know how to start a conversation with him.... i know sven is annoyed in me, because i'm the highest scorer in the game scrabble... nald, tetet bf was so nice and he said that he's delighful in my personality.. my plan is to stayed there until 6 am.. but my eyes are heavy and i really want to go to sleep, so left the place 12 am... it's so sad that i can't attend the interment...

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i remember you 11:52 PM
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.. its true.. im one of the avid fan of pbb... and im one of those people who want to evict wendy.. i thought wendy will be evicted last saturday.. bad sadly nhel was out in the house... the truth is, i'm excited that wendy will be out in the house.. i really dont like wendy since the premiere of pbb.. coz she's is so annoying because of her attitide of being a back fighter.. i realy hate those kind of person...

then, this evening, i watched pbb... again.. im so excited to hear from toni's mouth the "soryy wendy you're out.." and again.. pbb is disgusting.. they said that they will evict one of the housemate.. but they evict buddy.. heller.. what the hell is happening??.. people are expecting that you'll evict a human not an animal.. i think pbb doings are for ratings... i hate them.. damn pbb... but still i will watch pbb for wendy eviction.. hehehe...

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i remember you 11:39 PM
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Another person has passed away.. It's my close friend Lolo... Condolence to Her Family...

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i remember you 5:38 PM
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after over busy and tiring days.. we got time playing around last sunday...kulit namin..

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i remember you 9:03 PM
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We celebrate Lolo's bday last June 15.. I can see in Lolo face that he is happy to see his daughter and son, grandaugther and grandsons...

as his favorite grandaughter, i'm kinda annoyed because my other cousins didn't go to Lolo's Birthday.. Lolo did not ask for 24 hours attendance on his celebration, but their presence will make Lolo happy. he only celebrate his bday once a year yet they didn't show up on Lolo's bday and also a family reunion... darn them.. effort naman sana... in future, i dont want to hear from them thes words "sana ganito" "sana ganyan".. shit i'm gonna spunk them.. they don't have the right to utter those words...

my aunt, also didn't show up because early in the morning she go to our house to "utang".. darn it.. early in the morning, she is screaming and saying bad things about my mom.. heller not their whole life should depends on us... the worst things is she curse my Mom.. but mama didn't talk or fight with her for Lolo's birthday.. she's too much.. she's always cursing my Mom.. walang utang na loob..

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i remember you 7:31 PM
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